Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Short and simple: Art, animals, and answers

Can I rise to the challenge of keeping this short and simple? Probably not, but I’ll try.


I took a wee bit of time this week to finish this art project. There’s not much to the technique, so I’ll fancy it up and call it a color study. It took some time to grow on me, but I’m kinda, sorta mostly satisfied with it…I’m positive, I think. It’s mostly acrylics, with pens (gel, metallic & Pitt Brush Pens), and papers.
I’ve got a few other creative projects on the back burners which I’ve been playing with---I mean educating myself about---digital scrapbooking and Photoshop, thanks to my dear digital friend Electra! More to come.

Since we don’t have pets, I stroke my animal instincts with the local wildlife. We have all kinds of birds in the area (thank you Lake Hodges), which we love, except when they eat our lizards. I never was afraid of reptiles as a girl, which is fortunate, since I’m now married to a herpetologist. Maybe I’m taking that too much too heart? Anyone got a tiny collar?

On the medical front: I’ve made my decision about the Tarceva. This was probably THE toughest decision I’ve had to make in the 2 & ½ years I’ve been in treatment…and I STILL wasn’t certain when I talked to my oncologist at 6 PM last night. I was leaning more toward staying off the Tarceva; it has been heavenly to be able to eat what I want with less concern of side effects…and not listen to that damn-ding-dong alarm all day telling me when to stick something in my mouth. However, when the doc pointed out the logic behind the three-fold chemo attack, I decided to continue on. The thinking is that if one chemo only “kills” 99 out of 100 cancer cells, with one resistant cell behind…that’s all it takes for the cancer to come back. A 3-pronged attack gives less opportunity for a resistant cell to slip through…each chemo works differently, and hopefully NOTHING slips through the triple whammy.

I was happy to hear that his plan is to have me start out at 25 mg. EVERY OTHER DAY, as opposed to the what I thought would be 25 mg./day. (I was previously taking 50 mg./day.) Today is the first day; I’m crossing my fingers!

I’d better get…much to do, but at least dishwashing isn't on today's agenda. Hubby and I are celebrating our 3rd anniversary tonight and will slip out for some sushi before returning home to watch a video. Love those simple pleasures.

I have to share a moment of sweet marital communication…direct from our bed. We had some pillow talk about “Tom Swifties.” This was the result of listening to a podcast of “A Way with Words” earlier in the day. Tom Swifties, are adverbial puns, that make most people groan; they make me giggle. An example would be, “’We’re out of toothpaste,’ Tom said, crestfallen.”

At day's end, we couldn’t quite recall what the puns were called, even after a bit of discussion. You know how things come to you, unbidden, in the middle of the night? Fortunately, just as the answer arrived, hubby returned from a trip to the loo. As he tucked himself back in he heard me murmur: “Tom Swifties.” No explanation was required for him to utter his 2-word agreement...and, so, with 4 words uttered in the middle of the night, we completed a conversation started hours before. See what simple pleasures you singles miss out on?

If you’d like to torture others with Tom Swifties, you’ll find more at Thinks.com.

It's NOT hard to find something in life to smile at.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Decisions…decisions…


Time to tap out a few notes, since friends are writing to ask if I’m OK. Hey, I’m just trying to be a good girl, stay on track, keep my life in balance and stay active, instead of unfolding myself from my chair after I discover that 4 hours have passed while I am web-wandering.

OK, I’ll let myself indulge periodically, as with the Photoshop lessons I’ve been toying with, but that’s really about education, right? Don't I look more scholarly?

The quick answer to the question of how I am is “Fine,” but it’s been a long dang year, this one. To call this daily pain & distress that I’ve been experiencing for 4 months INDIGESTION, just doesn’t feel accurate. It’s frustrating to have hours eaten up by The Daily Dyspepsia as I try to find comfort in the recliner, especially since I’ve given up foods I love (and which I know are good for me) to try and maintain some sense of comfort.

Try to imagine eating like this for 4 months: NO onions, garlic, tomatoes, citrus, caffeine (including green tea) or bananas. That means NO Mexican or Italian food, and where do you get soup that isn’t made with onions and/or garlic? (Who would want to eat THAT?) Potlucks are no fun, and it’s pretty much impossible to meet anyone out for meals or eat at their homes. It might be more worth it, if this eliminated my symptoms, but that is not the case.

At my doctor’s recommendation, I’ve tried numerous treatments and prescriptions to combat the pain, which has only gotten worse, AND caused me to skip too many meals, loosing additional weight. The size 2 jeans I had to buy a few months back are now baggy. None of the 3 meds I’ve been taking can be taken together, and they are supposed to be taken an hour before and 2 hours after meals, so I’ve set up spreadsheets and timers beginning at 6 am to tell me when to take meds and when it’s ok to eat.

The culprit for this issue is evidently the Tarceva pill I take…one of 3 chemo treatments I’m on now. I get the other 2 meds via my port, weekly.

After reading about the side effects from Tarceva, I was concerned, but my doc felt combining chemos was the best approach, even tho’ it has meant fighting a losing battle with my insurance company. This combination treatment is NOT FDA approved…in fact: published data states that Tarceva should NOT be combined with other meds, but my doc says that’s based on OLD studies. After 4 appeals, my insurance company’s FINAL answer to covering this combination treatment is “NO.” However, we have managed to get support from the pharmaceutical companies, and so I can continue taking (enduring?) this treatment.

I know you’all love me, but I ask that you not to join the gripe-group ready to take aim at the insurance company. My personal feeling is that our culture has come to feel that insurance companies should pay for any and all treatment, even if there is insufficient evidence to prove its effectiveness without doubt. YES…I got a scan that showed that SOMETHING is going right…but I have no way of knowing whether it’s one of the meds, 2 of them, or all 3. I’ve told my friends that I want to trust that what should happen, will, and if I need to discontinue some part of this treatment, it’s because that’s how it’s supposed to happen.

What I’ve found is that this combination has caused me increasing pain and the loss of valuable weight and stamina.

Even worse: I discovered this week that patients who are on the combination of Tarceva and a “taxane-based” chemo (which I am) are at increased risk for gastrointestinal perforation…including fatalities.” (Emphasis mine.) I already knew that there was a chance of gastrointestinal perforation with Tarceva use, but had somehow never stumbled on the issue of elevated risk for this combination therapy…and my oncologist had never mentioned it.

I discovered this after my husband questioned whether I could be getting an ulcer. I had been awakened by pain at 2:00 AM, and managed to get only minor relief by the morning. Dinner and breakfast portions were tiny, as I could not comfortably eat.

I called my oncologist, and the upshot is that I am taking a break from the Tarceva. I thought it would take me a week or 2 to get my gut to settle down, but within 2 days, I’d seen substantial improvement. Today is Monday…I took my last Tarceva pill last Wednesday…and last night I ate tacos (with salsa and my garlic-laced Spanish Rice.) I had more Mexican food for breakfast. Heavenly! Oh, and I’ve been able to cut back on the meds I’ve been taking for stomach upset. I hadn’t realized just how stressful it had been to have the timer going off all day to tell me when to stick something in my mouth, until I didn’t have to do that!!

But, now, I need to make a serious decision. The doc wants to talk after one week off the Tarceva to see whether to go back on it at a reduced dose (25 mg. instead of 50 mg. which I’ve been taking.) My original dose was 150 mg., but we’ve had to reduce the dose due to side effects, and it seems that STILL hasn’t been enough. I’m confused, and have no idea as to the best plan of attack.

I’m scared to go back on the Tarceva at all…a gastrointestinal perforation normally comes on suddenly…dang…I don’t want the chemo to kill me! But my doctor thinks this might be the best shot at getting the cancer. Since it’s a non-standard treatment, I’m not finding much in the way of data to help in the decision-making process.

I don’t want to be driven by impatience at wanting to get back to eating normal food. It’s not just childish selfishness that causes me to want to stamp my feet when I want to eat what others are eating, but there’s a bit of that there. but then again: Is my digestive tract trying to warn me?

So send out some “good decision” vibes…I’ll need them!

I don’t want to make this too long, so I’ll close with a few images. One thing my cancer has given me is time to join hands with my muse. I’ve previously been too impatient to want to practice sketching…I want to be good at it without trying. You must wonder what kind of example I set for my daughters…

So, I’m trying, and still learning…and am led to believe that practice might NOT be so painful, after all.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Cancer and Creativity



Normally, I follow a possibly abnormal self-imposed rule to make my posts EITHER about creative pursuits OR about cancer, and that WAS my intent. I’ve been FIRED UP creatively lately, though I’ve not had enough to time to indulge. I did however manage to finish a couple of projects last month, and it was my intent to share those projects, but dang it, I had a PET scan in the middle of trying to complete my blog. I know my friends will lovingly hound me if I don’t give a report…so here goes:

After 3 months of treatment (described in my January 14 post), I had my first PET scan, after which, I received good news! There was decreased size and activity in the cancerous nodules, as well as in nodules which had appeared in my left lung (a new site, as prior activity had been on the right.) The new nodules in my left lung (over 20, at last count) had previously been considered non-cancerous, but the fact that they responded to the chemo indicates they were either cancerous or pre-cancerous. The report also indicates that there is improvement in of the hydropneumothorax…which is a mixture of fluid and air in the pleura (the lining around my right lung.) I still have the chest catheter in place, but am crossing my fingers that continued improvement will mean that this can be yanked out one day soon!

Unfortunately, I am in a new battle…with my insurance company. The 3-fold chemo treatment is non-standard. One of the meds alone is standard, but combining the daily chemo pill I take with the other 2 chemos I get weekly is non-standard…not FDA approved. Well, the FDA approved treatment did NOT work for me, and this IS working. So, although coverage for this treatment has been denied twice, the last denial having been deemed “final”, the new development of measurable improvement means we can re-appeal. Send out those good vibes and prayers and hope that we prevail!

OK…on to the FUN stuff!

Seems my life is proving my theory that time is like a woman’s purse…the more time (or the bigger the purse), the more we’ll find to fill it up. It certainly seems like it should be an easy enough thing to do to find/make time to blog, but it seldom seems to work out that way.

There’s got to be a way to make the time…

My most recent solution found me trapped in a chair for 7 & ½ hours at Scripps Hospital, Encinitas, where I received a transfusion. The other option for that day was to drive up to Julian to stay with close friends, in hopes of getting snowed in. Although one might think we’d opt for that, I couldn’t quite convince my husband that reclining in the snow on the side of the road with his arms entangled in snow chains was the best way to spend a Saturday…so we opted for the transfusion. It gave my hemoglobin a boost AND gave me a chance to get most of my blog written up.

As I mentioned, I was able to finally complete a couple of art projects early last month.



“It All Comes from Within” started with a background in my favorite color of yellow, to which I added text from my collection of words and phrases, and a bit of black acrylic paint. The resulting image seemed disjointed, until I layered blue, green and yellow tissue paper swirls to create depth and movement. This is one of my husband’s favorite pieces of mine, so far. I really like working with tissue paper, and am starting to collect probably WAY more than I need.

Sometimes I’ll work, re-work and overwork a piece to get it to where it feels done (or I’m ready to give it up), which was NOT the case with “Fractured Forrest, Winter.”



It was probably one of the simplest pieces I’ve created. You know how hard it is to throw out those pretty images from calendars? That’s what started this page, as I cut into strips a serene winter scene. I laid on a little paint, winter-based text, bird image from a discarded book, and the yellow tissue moons, and called it “done.”

In the meantime, I’ve finally put my new sewing machine to good use. Until last summer, I used a Signature sewing machine, one given to me back in ’73. My little office/creative space doesn’t really have sufficient room to keep my sewing machine set up, and I swear that old machine gained weight with the passing years…it would have been easier to pick up my car, and I’d generally have to ask for help to get it (the sewing machine, not the car) out of the closet. Last summer, I saw a Brother sewing machine at Costco for $100. Light as a flea, lots of stitches I’ll never use, and a few cool features that please me. Time, and a little learning curve kept me from letting it earn its keep, but the fabric stash from my good ‘ole quilting days beckoned, and provided some inspiration to replace the pillows on our bed.

Those who quilt will understand that, in spite of a closet-full of fabrics, I found I didn’t have the right color for the background of the pillow. This sent me marching into the local quilt store (SERIOUSLY) chanting to myself “I’m only buying 1 thing, I’m only buying 1 thing.” A sales clerk with an obvious artistic eye (who started out in mixed media, including metal, before moving into textiles) turned me on to a technique I’d never seen before, called “chenilling.” It basically involves layering 4—8 layers of fabrics, stitching grids on a ½” bias, and then cutting through all but the bottom layer, before washing and drying the piece a couple of times to cause all the cut edges to fray and open...creating a piece with lots of visual movement.

I got started on that piece, but had to set it aside to start up sewing a dress for my nearly 5-year old granddaughter. (I used to sew clothing for my daughters, as well as myself, but haven’t made clothing in YEARS.) Both projects are as yet, “to be continued.”

Looking for a little creative kick? A friend turned me on to a site recently, called StumbleUpon. I set up my profile to tag various interests…they cover a WIDE range from Philosophy, Geneology, Humor, Health, Fashion, Mythology…YOU name it! Every time I go to the page, it makes recommendations about other websites I might be interested in, and I give the recommendation a “thumbs up” or a “thumbs down.”

So, (since I’m not already suffering from enough “informational overload”) I set up my profile to (OF COURSE) include “Art.” Based on this, StumbleUpon made a recommendation for ColourLovers.com. Those who love color will find PLENTY to distract them from things they REALLY should be doing, like paying bills or cleaning the toilet. You’ll not only find lovely palettes AND patterns, but you can copy these patterns for use in your art projects. AND, you can design your own palettes and patterns.

I haven’t experimented with designing patterns, but have used several patterns to create greeting cards. I’ve also created a couple of palettes, and was pleased today to find that someone had created a sweet plaid pattern, which they named “Sherbert Plaid” from my palette, named “Rosy Sherbert.” And, ever-learning creature that I am, I now have discovered that the correct way to spell “sherbert” is “sherbet,” at least according to good ‘ole Spell-Check! (Dictionary.com DOES show it both ways!)

As luck would have it, I DO have time today to get out the paints, papers, colored pencils and other items from my creative stash…so I’ll give you’all a break for now. Go out…and create!

"I found that I could say things with color that I couldn't say in any other way-things that I had no words for." Georgia O'Keefe

Friday, January 14, 2011

Long-delayed Health/Treatment update



Two posts in one week? I KNOW I’m well-past due!
Forgive me friends, for I have sinned; it’s been about 2 ½ months since I delighted you’all with the details of my cancer treatment.

Actually, I did NOT have any chemo for 3 months. Based upon the results of an October Pet Scan, I made the decision to discontinue the prior chemo treatment (Taxotere), which I had been treated with from March through the end of September. While it initially seemed to work on my cancer, over time, that was not the case. The cancer stabilized, but didn’t back down any further, and I now I was dealing with constant fluid build-up (in the pleural space around my lungs pleural effusion), sending me to the hospital, and necessitating the eventual placement of a catheter in my chest.

One option for treatment was to submit cells, which the lab would examine for cell mutations. Not all lung adenocarcinomas (the specific type of lung cancer I have) respond to the same chemos, and over time & treatment, some of the cells can mutate. Doctors are now able to use these “biomarker” or "tumor marker" studies as a diagnostic tool to better predict which chemos will or won’t work on particular cell mutations of specific cancers.

So, some cells were collected at the end of October, via fluid collected/drained from my pleural space. Unfortunately, something went wrong in the processing of the first test, because not enough cancer cells were found in the sample….and we KNEW there was cancer in there! I lost several weeks waiting to get those test results back, and then had to restart that process by submitting more fluid/cells. That was one reason for the delay in restarting my treatment.

I submitted more cells, and waited 3 more weeks for test results.

The biomarker study report listed 4 types of meds which were deemed as “agents associated with clinical benefit.” (We also received a list of those unlikely to provide a positive response.) My oncologist’s recommendation was to combine 3 of the meds most likely to work. He gave us time to consider the options before deciding which approach to take. (Other options included using the drugs separately.) Since there isn’t any current research on the combination of these 3 meds, the decision wasn’t an easy one. The only data available on the combination was done prior to the availability of biomarker studies, meaning that theses chemos were being shot like bullets in the dark…hoping to work on cancers that might not have been responsive to those specific meds. The side effects of one of the meds, Tarceva, also made me nervous. But, in the end, we decided we want to give this our best shot.

So, I started my treatment on 12/17/10. (I did delay a couple of days so I could celebrate my 55th birthday on the 14th.) I now go in for treatment once a week, receiving 2 meds (Carboplatin & Abraxane) via my port. This part of the regimen is administered 3 weeks on then one week off. I received Carboplatin last year, and did get a positive response from it.

The 3rd med I’m receiving is called Tarceva, and I’m taking this via a daily pill. The mechanism of Tarceva is not fully known, but it is thought to work by blocking the activity of a protein which cancer cells need to grow and divide.

I had it easy last year in terms of side effects, so I’ve had to adjust to dealing with them this year. The side effect about which I’d heard the most about, has troubled me less than indigestion. About 1 week after starting the Tarceva, I began experiencing PROFOUND indigestion. This comes on most afternoons, and gives me the sensation that I’ve got a giant balloon in my belly, or that I ate 5 pizzas by myself. I begin belching, 3-6 times a minute…constantly, and am in extreme discomfort. This impacts my ability and desire to eat, and because I’ve now skipped or cut short many dinners (including Christmas….now THAT’S not fair!), I’m battling weight loss. (It’s compounded by another digestive issue, one which I’ve now begun to tread with Immodium.)

I can get comfortable if I stretch out on my back in a recliner…but losing hours of most afternoons in this position is losing its appeal…even if I do get to watch more Oprah. I’ve found that eating a very bland diet, avoiding onions, garlic, bananas, raw fruits and veggies, caffeine (NO green tea...dang, that’s anti-carcinogenic) and acidic foods like tomatoes and citrus, helps, but only somewhat. I also make certain I drink at least 2 quarts of water daily. One of my favorite past-times, eating, has lost a lot of pleasure for me. Have you ever tried making a tasty soup without onions or garlic?? It doesn’t help that I must minimize eating of dairy and wheat (no macaroni and cheese!) due to food allergies. (Yes I can eat rice noodles, but I’ve yet to find a yummy mac & cheese w/rice noodles and pretend cheese!) I can eat white rice and applesauce…oh, boy! I tried my usual digestive aid, Papaya tablets, but that didn’t work. After talking to my oncologist, I’ve tried GasX and Maalox, with no improvement.

The side effect I’d heard the most about, skin rash, is not quite as troubling, but getting pretty uncomfortable. I was worried because I’d heard some patients were covered head-to-toe in an itchy rash, and found themselves waking themselves up, scratching and bleeding. My rash has been confined to my face and exhibits as a combination of what looks like acne, and extreme dry skin. The dry skin has actually become red, painful and scaly in a few places, including areas in the creases and corners of my eyes. I’ve been given a prescription for the acne-like rash (mainly to avoid skin infection), and have attempted treating the dryness with Evening Primrose and Vitamin E oils, as well as several good moisturizers. I’m now trying a cream moisturizer, called Udderly Smooth, recommended by the nurse.

I suffer from sudden and severe issues of eyes burning and watering…I’m not always able to determine an immediate cause, but it seems my eyes are more sensitive, just like my digestive tract and my skin. Since permanent eye damage is a potential side effect, I’ve scheduled with an opthamologist.

Oh, yeah…and after managing to grow out a pretty cute thick faux-hawk during non-chemo…I’m re-losing my hair. Oh, well. (This was me a few weeks before I started to re-lose my hair...it got even thicker after this!)


Several nights ago, while dealing with another sleep-deprived night due to indigestion (following a day when I only ate one meal), I decided to ask the doctor for a dosage reduction. Since this post has already gone on long enough, I’ll save some details for later, about why patients want to make CERTAIN they familiarize themselves with the drugs they are taking, what dosages they are available in, and what other meds they interact with! Suffice to say, at this point, that the doctor agreed to an immediate dosage reduction by alternating days on and off my Tarceva pill, until the new reduced Rx arrives via mail order in the next few days. My first day off, day before yesterday, showed promise. My indigestion was MUCH reduced, and I ate 3 full meals 2 days in a row, with improved digestion yesterday, when I had to take the Tarceva (at the higher dose…haven’t yet received the reduced dose.) I even managed to add a small amount of garlic to one meal, and have some fresh fruit with minimal side effects! I’ve been given a prescription for Zantac, which I’ve started taking, until the lower-dose Tarceva arrives.

I hope those who might want an answer to the question of how long I will be in treatment have stuck with me this far, as this is a question I am asked repeatedly. At this point, the plan is to continue with the treatments for 2 or 3 rounds (I’ve yet to confirm) of 3 weeks on 1 week off, before having a scan to see how well the chemo is working. After that, we will continue with the chemo until either there is no sign of cancer, or I must discontinue to due side effects. If I must discontinue, we cross that bridge when we come to it…seeing what other options might be available at that point. I know of some folks who stay on Tarceva for 3 years.

Oh, and back in October, I finally had to get the PleureX catheter installed in my chest. Fluids were building up (called pleural effusion) way too quickly, so I can now drain myself (with MUCH APPRECIATED help from my husband for 1 necessary step.) I drain the catheter every 2-4 days, as symptoms command, usually draining about 400 milliliters. There is some discomfort associated with it, but I can lesson that my draining slowly, and stopping as soon as the pain starts. The pain evidently is related to a change in pressure in my chest as the fluid is removed. I am hopeful that the chemo will work well enough to stop the pleural effusion, allowing me to have the catheter removed so that I can soak in a tub or hot tub, or swim and snorkel when I visit my family in Hawaii.

In the meantime, it’s time to put some meat on these bones, and maybe indulge in a little creativity…these posts are getting WAY TO serious and boring for me!

Monday, January 10, 2011

Where have I been? (Pay-for-delay)

No…I’m not providing a long-overdue update on my treatment. I’ll get around to that one of these days. I’ve yet to share some wonderful...even spiritual...experiences from my December birthday, as well as the news about grandchild number 3, due in June.

What’s finally prompting me to write is my reaction to reading a small piece on page 2 of yesterday’s Union Tribune (San Diego.)

We all have our opinions of what is wrong with our health-care system, and I’ve tended to practice old-fashioned caution about voicing my political opinion, lest I offend friends. And though I KNOW it’s too easy to point the finger at pharmaceutical companies, I’m still shaking my head after reading yesterday’s article, which covered the practice of “pay-for-delay.”

“Pay-for-delay” is a practice whereby a manufacturer of name-brand drugs pays competing manufacturers to withhold marketing of generic equivalent meds, thereby allowing the manufacturer of the name-brand drug to continue to charge name-brand prices past the expiration of the patent. And the company who might otherwise be selling the generic med is able to make millions, for a drug they don't even sell...all while avoiding manufacturing and marketing costs.

Any of you ever taken Cipro? Well, evidently the Supreme Court is scheduled to hear arguments next week against Bayer Corp, the manufacturer of Cipro. Bayer is alledged to have paid competitors $400 million to keep generic versions of Cipro off the market. According to a link I found (after searching “patent expiration Cipro”), Bayer’s patent on Cipro expired in December of 2003.

Even if your meds are covered by insurance, keeping the prices of meds artificially inflated by these back-door deals comes out of ALL of our pockets. In fact, according to an on-line article in The Washington Post (7/29/10), the Federal Trade Commission estimates that the practice of pay-for-delay costs consumers over $3 Billion ANNUALLY.

I watch the news…how could I have missed this story before? Are any of you familiar with this practice?? I’m sure hoping we’ll be hearing shortly that this practice has been officially banned.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Blarf: Dear B of A

I'm frustrated, and don't feel like spending time on B of A's chat to get what SHOULD be a simple, logical answer. I'll bet I'm not the only one asking this question:

Dear B of A rep...I thought I'd easily get an answer by calling your "Customer Service" line with what I thought would be a simple question, followed by a straightforward answer.

THAT was NOT to be, as I've hung up, after waiting on hold for 20 minutes. I'm not up to going through your chat, as my experience with various "customer service" chats supports the idea that doing so on your site would only DOUBLE my frustration as I try to dialog with a rep having probably 20 other "conversations" at the same time.

Question: Do I REALLY have to set up my Bank of America credit card as a "Pay To" account on your site?!

I'm logged in, I can see my account balance and transactions on YOUR site, and I'm being prompted to enter my credit card number TWICE?!

Do you really not provide a link from my credit card statement to simply pay you? I'd think that since credit card companies encourage us to go paperless, they'd make the process EASY. But I guess I'll be providing you with some good old-fashioned paperwork to process when you get my stub and check...that's OK...those checks were getting dusty, anyway.

Signed, Valued Customer "Thank you for holding"

Monday, November 1, 2010

November is Lung Cancer Awareness Month



I am the face of lung cancer:

Here I am, a few months before I became a lung cancer statistic, one of over 215,000 people in the US diagnosed annually with lung cancer.

I received my diagnosis in December of 2008, three days before my 53rd birthday.

What was originally thought to be stage 1 cancer was staged at IV, after surgery to remove the upper lobe in my right lung. 2 years later, I'm still in treatment, still fighting.

According to http://www.lungcancer.org/reading/about.php
“It is the second most diagnosed cancer in men and women (after prostate and breast, respectively), but it is the number one cause of death from cancer each year in both men and women.”

The most immediate question I face, when sharing my story is "Do you smoke?" I am a non-smoker.

Think about it: many of us know people who have smoked for 30 years or more, and THEY DON'T have lung cancer.

According to the Lung Cancer Alliance: Over 60% of new cases are never-smokers or former smokers, MANY of whom quit decades ago.

So, folks--let's get past the stigma, and make the battle against the #1 cancer killer as fashionable as the battle against breast cancer.

Lung cancer kills mommies, too.